I thought I was over the fertility issues. BAM!
I have had weird bleeding for awhile. Analysis found a big cyst in my ovary. 2 months later and it is bigger.
I am scheduled for surgery and they are taking out the 'bad' ovary and both Fallopian tubes to stop the problem.
I am in pre-op and it hits like a rock. I will never get lucky and get pregnant. I will never have a child with my DNA. Damn. No more pregnancy tests. No more hoping in the back of my mind.
It feels bleak without hope.